(AI) Faint

It wasn’t right
This thing I’m feeling
What was it called?
I forgot…
How it felt to be weak
Again
The red liquid oozing
Dark the night may be
It was a clear memory
I saw it
Then I felt it
You fell
You bleed
But it was me who was faint at heart
You could still laugh
I couldn’t
You said you were clumsy
I think my system just rusted
What’s wrong with me?

Where was the girl who fell so many times before?
And survived
Where was the girl who had bruises down her legs?
In her childhood days
They stayed not
Those bruises
Along with them they brought the memory of pain
When the skin would be scratched
And blood, red blood seeps through
They left not a mark
And she had forgotten how it felt

I forgot…